Hellbent and brokenhearted

This is my way of telling you the story of the road I walk upon. A tale about beating hearts, lost love and the habit of staying up all night long drinking. Coffee and cigarettes, my violent heart, getting lost in the music, city lights, reaching the speed of pain, the taste of blood, the nightmares, the screaming, fates colliding, love undying, forgiveness, selfishness, ego, drama and you and me and everything between. But mostly, it is about me and my sweet, sweet shadow. Enjoy.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Thanks for the memories

00.30 AM, Jonkoping, Sweden

Dear diary,

This breaks my heart into a thousand pieces. I've left my only comfort behind, let it slip right out of my hands. I can't stop shaking. Can't stop thinking. Just because I can't give her what she deserves, doesn't mean some other asshole is allowed to do it.

Somehow I feel like this is going to end with you having the time of your life together with someone you truly love, while I get stuck and left behind. Desperately wishing I didn't make this decision. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

"You can't break a heart that's stopped beating."

2 comments:

veronicaJuly 10, 2011 at 10:46 PM
nej! Hon gör till killar också, den översta bilden till vänster är en killväst, och du kan inprincip be henne och sy någonting efter dina önskemål : )

http://www.facebook.com/veronicapain/posts/1838323959647?ref=notif&notif_t=feed_comment#!/MazonX

maila henne på fejjan om du undrar någonting ^^
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veronicaAugust 1, 2011 at 4:32 PM
aah, fast jag vill nog göra någonting från grunden ^^ hihi
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