Wednesday, September 23, 2009


3.08 AM, Borås, Sweden

Dear diary,

I can't believe I've never seen it before. The perfection of her existence. When she smiles, it feels like a thousand butterflies are unleashed inside of me, my heart beats faster only by knowing she is alive and breathing in this world. I now wander upon another crossroad, where each road leads me to different destinations. If I pick one of them, I might be stuck forever wishing I could make her mine. If I choose the other, I can continue and try to forget her smile, her beautiful face, her perfect body... This is getting to the point of agony, where I can no longer control myself or my feelings for another human being. It has always ended in despair, and maybe this time would turn out exactly the same. But, oh how I want to wake up every day and see that face, those beatiful brown eyes, that perfect smile... I'd give anything.

But, you know I'm a dreamer...

"Wrapped in your arms, I'm home."


  1. Have you already found another lady in your life? :/

  2. Maybe, or maybe not after all. I'm only dreaming.

  3. Oh, I kinda freaked out a little bit there.

  4. TOLD YA! det kommer inte alls alltid vara bara en person ;>

  5. Tss, och du är helt säker på att du vet vem det är då alltså? ;P